The summer has officially flown by and my baby girl is heading back to school tomorrow for her first day of the First Grade. On Facebook I received one of the throw back pictures of her when she was so very tiny, and now here she his tall, beautiful, and full of high energy starting her second year of school. Not only, does it make me feel old, but it’s depressing to realize how short the time God has given me to be a Dad really is. My constant prayer to God is that I am the type of father who reflects Christ to my kids in all that I do and say. Looking at how fast that time is going, really makes me want to be sure that I am reflecting Him well. My time as an example is short and I want to have maximum impact for Christ on my kids. I can’t imagine all the things that my daughter is going to have to face in school and life, so helping her get a Godly base now is so important. The Bible says in Ephesians 5:16 (ESV), “Making the best use of time, because the days are evil.” I have to make the best use of time with my sweet girl so that she can face all that life throws at her, both good and evil. That’s my prayer as a father and I hope that if you are a parent it’s your prayer too!
I’m a Dad and all too often I am reminded by the actions and words of my kiddos that I am still figuring this whole parenting thing out. I have two wonderful kids. My six year old girl is a firecracker who is full of life and does everything full speed ahead. Sometimes this leads to her being overly persistent even after she has been told no to something and losing doesn’t always go over that well with her. My five year old little boy is as sweet as they come, but he does struggle with some speech and learning/developmental delays. These issues definitely give him his own struggles and issues to overcome.
Each day, I realize that each of my children have their own issues and struggles and that as unique little individuals I have to respond to them in ways to unique to each child. My daughter is fiercely independent and my son is not. She needs more words of affirmation and he needs more quality time. With my daughter sometimes you have to be louder to get her attention, that same volume though can break my son’s little spirit so he needs a quieter gentler tone of correction.
The problem with dealing with my kids and meeting their individual unique needs is that I am a sinner. As a Dad I don’t always respond the way I should. I let my own issues, fatigue, and life in general all too often color the way I parent. Too often my responses have more to do with me than that of what my child is doing or needs. This is an issue that God has definitely been dealing with me about one the past few months and it has led me to a simple prayer that I pray daily, if not several times a day. I pray and ask God to allow me and my wife to be the type of parents that point our kids to Christ in all that we do and say, and that we show His love to them in all that we do and say.
This prayer convicting to me, because it points out the times that day I have failed to do what I’m asking. Also, it comes to my mind when I am in the middle of some form of parenting my children and helps me slow down and think about the love, kindness, discipline, and guidance that I may be about to give. I know I am a fallen sinner, but I want to seek my God so that my kids see Christ in me and want a deeper relationship with Him. I never want to be the parent that breaks his kids down and drives them away from Christ.
I am praying to be a parent who is reflecting Christ well and ask that you pray for me in this area to!
The past few weeks have been an exercise in truly trusting in God when I say that I am trusting in Him. You would think after the past year I would totally rely on God’s promises to take care of me and my family. I have seen Him provide for us as we sold our old home, moved to a new area, started a new ministry, helped my wife overcome breast cancer, provide the finances to cover all here medical expenses and so on. It has truly been a year of one example of God’s faithfulness after another. Yet, I sit here now knowing that Satan has been attacking me full force and making me worry and be anxious about God’s provision.
With the ministry that I work for, my family has to raise our own support to cover all our bills, living expenses, and ministry costs. So, a big part of what I do is schedule meetings with churches, organizations, and individuals. Currently, we are at about 82% of our needed support level and so I have been scheduling as many meetings as possible to try and get fully funded. The great news is that I have been blessed with several meetings and people have seemed genuinely interested and concerned about our ministry. The bad news is so far none of these meetings have led to new monthly and yearly support commitments. Also, during this time we have had tons of trouble with our van and put money that we really needed for other financial issues into getting it fixed. There are also some upcoming financial bills that I know will be here soon that just have led to me feeling totally overwhelmed. There have also been some just struggles of loneliness and other issues that I really have felt have been hitting me hard during this time as well.
I am very much the type of person who likes a plan. I like to know what needs to be done to get from point A to point B. This struggling and sense of being overwhelmed this past month or so has really just began to take a toll, with anxiety, tightness in my chest, sleepless nights, and other issues derived from worry. I have been so blessed with things that God is doing great in our ministry and opportunities to use sports to work with kids, but yet can’t help but feel Satan is using anxiety to rid me of the joy that I should be having.
The good though is that I know while I am nervous and anxious over the future my God is not. He is in total control, even though I often feel alone. In over 12 years of full time ministry and living on support, I have never had a need that God has not met. And so I am retreating into His Word and promises. From the time I accepted Christ as my Savior on October 14, 1984, my favorite verse has been Hebrews 13:5 which ways that God will never leave me nor forsake me. That’s something I have to remind myself of overtime that I feel anxiety setting in. Rather that wallowing in worry, I have to be diligent to call out to Him and not go to my automatic how do “I” fix this mode.
I know that deep down that if I trust God, He will always reveal Himself to be faithful. That was evident this past weekend. On Sunday after church, I was really struggling with anxiety and my chest was so tight that I was honestly scared. I ran out to do some errands leaving my family at home and my anxiousness kept growing and I couldn’t shake it. When I got home, though, as I shared in my last post, I had the opportunity to lead my 5 year old son to the Lord. It was in that moment that God reminded me, “Andy, I got this. I will take care of you and your family.”
And I know that He will take care of us, I know that there is not a need that I have that He cannot meet, and I know that when I seek Him I will always find Him. Pray with me that I will seek Him. That I will look for God’s blessings and evidence of His faithfulness and not let Satan rob me of joy and thankfulness. Pray with me that God will provide the needed support partners for our family to get to 100% and that I will have peace as we wait and be diligent to keep pursuing potential partners. I hate being consumed by anxiety and worry, but once again am thankful that my God is not!
It’s a day of Celebration in our family and in Heaven! After church today Maeven began talking with her brother Judah about His need for Jesus and prayed with him. I then was able to talk with Judah who very clearly told me “I want to follow Jesus!” We talked some more and prayed together and I am so excited that Judah know Jesus as his Savior and Lord! I can’t wait to see what God is going to do with my little guy. We are also so proud of Maeven for wanting to make sure her brother knew Jesus!
Greetings from KY. I have been absent from this blog for awhile, but I hope to change that with more regular posting. One of my friends asked me to contribute monthly to a blog that his church does. The post below is my first blog post for them that I wanted to share with you all. It gives insight into why I am so passionate about using sports for Christ and hopefully it will encourage you to do the same. I hope you enjoy it and I look forward to your feedback!
Hello, my name is Andy Owens and I serve with the Fellowship of Christian Athletes in Central and Eastern, KY as an Area Representative. Even before, I went on full time staff with FCA God really gave me a passion for Sports Ministry, where you use sports and recreation as a tool to reach others for Christ. So, for the past 17 years in some form I have been working full time in sports ministry. For at least my first few blog posts I would love to share with you about how sports and recreation can intersect with your faith and family. How these things don’t have to become idols or distractions in your life and walk with Christ but powerful tools.
Most of you will probably agree we live in a culture where sports, athletes, and coaches are very often idolized. Our kids, and even adults, look up to these figures in sports like they are heroes. As a result, Christians tend to fall into two categories when it comes to sports and athletics.
The first is that you really can’t tell that much difference between them and the rest of the world. Even though they claim Christ as king of their life, participating in athletics or having their children in athletics is truly their main priority. It affects the jobs they take, their moods, how they treat their family and friends, their church attendance and much more. When it comes down to it, they do have a god in their life, but it is the idol of sports.
The second category that Christians tend to fall in to is that of separation. They see the danger of letting sports and athletics become a god or at the very least a high priority and so they choose to stay away and not participate. These people see sports and athletics as worldly and something that should be abstained from.
I would like to suggest to you that the proper way to view sports and athletics is in the middle of these two views. One of the things I love about the Fellowship of Christian Athletes is our vision statement which says, “To see the world impacted for Jesus Christ through the influence of athletes and coaches.” Both categories I mentioned above will agree that sports have a high place of value in our culture. So rather than letting it rule our lives or staying totally away from it, let’s use it as FCA does, to impact our world for Christ.
In a sport crazed culture, those who participate are given a platform where there are people looking up to them as an example. Billy Graham once said that in a year a coach will have the opportunity to impact more people for Christ than the average Christian will in their entire lifetime. That is an opportunity to share Christ that we can’t waste on a poor testimony or choosing to stay away from. For the athlete, former NBA star Charles Barkley once said that people shouldn’t look up to him and that he wasn’t a “Role Model.” The problem with that statement is that in sports you don’t have a choice. You have a platform and therefore you are a role model! This is another platform that we as Christians must seek to take advantage of for Christ.
When you walk in any sports arena you see people of different ages, races, religions, and all kinds of other diversities. As you look at these people it become abundantly clear that sports cross all kinds of social and economic barriers. So, why as people that have been given the command to “go into the world and make disciples,” wouldn’t we use sports as a tool to obey the command that God has given us!
So, maybe you are reading this and thinking to yourself that you agree with me, but you are just not that into sports. How does this apply to you? Well, I would point out that as Christ-followers each of us has been given different gifts that give us each different platforms of influence in our world. Matthew 5:16 says, “In the same way, let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven.” Whatever plat form you have been given, use it to let your light shine before others and point them to Christ. If you are an artist, use your art to point them to Christ. If you are a musician, use your music to point them to Christ. If you are a talker who has been given the gift of gab, use those social skills to point others to Christ. If you are a coach or athlete, or just love sports, use the tool of sports and athletics to point others to Christ!
In our sinful sports crazed world, we must use the gift of athletics to reach the lost for Christ